Above you, you see my character Mary Jane. Mary Jane loves her "Happy Pillz" lmao!
(Prozac 40mg capsule)

Okay. So what sucks is I'm on medicine for MRSA. Look it up if you don't know. -_-
Suptra, Hydrocodone and promethazine. -_- They make me itch, throw up, silly and drowzy. Ok. It was kinda funny what happened, actually. I missed my mom (I'm living with my boyfriend), so I went to church with her. And, I just wanna say I'm not the best singer around, but I'm pretty good. ^.^;
And I'm DAMN SURE that they aren't. OK, OK, OK! So saying that is mean. Some of them were good (1 maybe 2). But NONE OF THEM CAN STAY ON KEY TO SAVE THEIR LIVES. Individually some of them would be average singers, but together it was like listening to a blender with a fork in it, turned all the way up. I thank goodness that I knew half the songs they were singing. As for the ones I didn't know, Christian music is easy to follow the tune by just listening to the tune. Here are my complaints of the music in total:

There aren't enough of them to do what they are trying (like playing chords on a piano by combining voices to create the right notes for the song).

The drums volume was too loud. It drowned out the rest of the music(too bad it didn't drown out the voices).

One of the guitars (there were two) was extremely out of tune.

The bad part is they are all divas just because they sing in the choir..... the whole 6 of them... -_-;;;

What's even worse is their greed and self rightousness. They have  a PRAYER that greedily commands "increase" to finances. AND THEN THEY BLAME THE DEVIL FOR THEM NOT HAVING ENOUGH MONEY! And asking God for finances...? Not a good idea. The Bible says that Money is the root of all evil (To me money the root to happiness lmao!). They are so unbelievably hypocritical. As far as I'm concerned; they are just as bad as the fucking stupid 700 club.

Why? Well! HUUMMMM!!!! Let's think, shall we? In the Christian religion, we carry (Yes I'm Christian. I'm just not brainwashed like the rest of them) nothing but our soul to Heaven. We CANNOT take ANY Earthly posessions with us. And yet.... they keep asking!

Sorry to brake it to you, but most "Christians" are only "Christians" because they are needy. They hear about Christianity and think: "Wow! A religion where I can ask for anything I want and get it? One where there is an eternal being who unconditionally loves me no matter how much I sin or have sinned?? And, WAIT! I'll be considered BETTER than others?!! Where the sign up sheet?!" Yup. If they aren't thinking it conciously, then they are thinking it subconciously. At least one of those if not all.

Human beings are incapable of doing something nice without selfish intentions. The even sadder part is when we do something for others, we are still being selfish in some manner. When we help others we get satisfied by thinking we did something to help out another person or people. Our desire to help others is rooted to the satisfaction we receive for helping them. OR Some only help others because they fear the wrath from their god. For example:

Jane is a Christian girl. Her friend Jill is not(Honestly I don't blame her). Jane was invited to her friend's birthday bash on Saturday. Unfortunately, she forgot that she had already promised her Saturday to helping Jill move. When she remembers this she weighs each scenario to find any consequences. If she keeps her promise to Jill she misses the party, has to move furniture from Jill's upstairs appartment to another upstairs apartment(neither have an elevator), and be exausted by the end of the day. But If she went to the party, she would have fun, socialize, drink, dance and party. But she would also be afraid of God's wrath. Whether it be facing him in heaven and having to answer him when he plays her decision. Or God becoming angry with her for not helping others "as every good Christian should".

As these are not very good examples (Don't shoot me, I'm incredibly drugged right now!), I think you get the basic idea.

People do things for other people for selfish reasons.

Reasons: fear of their little world(the one in their mind), fear of God, self satisfaction, reward, fear of Karma. Or just plain fear of what could happen depending on wether they do participate or don't.

Anywho.... Getting sleepy........ and a lot drowzier... G'night..... :D